so school is hard this year.
In AP English, We have to read 5 chapter every night. That gets tiresome,
especially when I am working from when I get in to dark on the house and my
car. tiresome...
AP Calculus is a joke! The moist advanced class at Guyan Valley
and all we do in there is color Tiki Men. ha!
So...I'm the Editor of the yearbook, s\no problem and great for my transcript.
There are 5 seniors in that class. Two of them are editor and one of them have
been in it since 10th grade. That one is very pissed at me b/c I’m editor and
it's only my second year and editor is supposed to go to a senior. She cussed
me out today because I made a list of themes and gave them to the class, edited
some proofs, and graded planners. Grr. It's for my grade anyways. pisses me off
because she won't respect the fact that I work a lot harder than she does and I
got it and not her. :-P so screw her. if she doesn't like, I’ll just not turn
in a grade for her.
Physics is cool.
Speech sucks, but it's just another class.
Art is cool, except that I’m in there with a bunch of 9th/10th graders...
so...I got kit on by 3 guys this week...well in one day. "Brandon" (I blew him many years ago and
he can't accept the fact that I’m gay...)He sat with me on the bus and noticed
how my tits had disappeared...I said I know. he asked if I wanted to meet him
anywhere later...I said that's kind of gay... and I got off the bus...
Then this guy I used to be fuck buddies with but never dated came over and
brought a friend...lol like that was going to happen...
What I can't understand is other than the fact they still try to get in my
pants even though I look nothing like the girl they liked and I've been an out
lesbian for years...confusing.
So.....I've been having these sleeping problems lately...two days this week I
feel asleep while I was doing something. The first day I was lying on the floor
playing with Viktor with a squeaky mouse thing and feel asleep on the floor.
The second day yesterday, I was lying on the couch in my room drying Viktor off
from his bath and I feel asleep and slept until this morning. I was even late
for school. It's kind of scaring me b/c Mom does that all the time b/c her
blood sugar is all fucked up. I don't want to be like my mom falling asleep while
driving and talking. Just yesterday (I heard about this morning from DeeDee)
that Mom fell asleep while sitting on the porch talking to our neighbors.
scares me.
My arthritis in my right hand has been acting up all week. I think it is from
holding a pencil so much. I can't hold small things. my hands have been so
stiff and sore..
Damn I have a lot of medical problems...fucked up blood, fucked up liver,
fucked up kidneys, fucked up hands, fucked up brain, I’m just screwed...it's a
wonder I dun have aids or something...but that
is another story.
SO...
