So I dropped out of college. I worked so hard to get back in, to pay off my debt, and to work my way out of probation, and I quit. I keep telling myself there wasn't any other option. I had to. I am the sole financial support of my family and we were on the verge of losing what little we had to lose.
A personal blog exploring living with Bipoloar Disorder Type 2 through writing and creative outlets.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Sun and Corn
Taking some advice from my therapist about all the time I spend with my husband, she claims we spend an abnormal amount of time together for a married couple, as in every single minute of the day when I am not at school and he’s not at work, while not necessarily bad in and of itself, just that we don’t do anything other than sit in a 10 by 12 room with each other. So, may have taken my therapist’s advice too literally, and am currently on a six day trip not with Brian.
So today s day one on my vacation
from my life. I’m kind of viewing it
that way. Running from my life fixes
none of its problems and is a totally unhealthy way to deal. Yes, I know. I just don’t care. It’s either
this crazy spontaneous trip across the country or go a little more crazy each
day until I finally jump off the deep end into full on crazy. SO here’s to me,
getting out of my comfort zone, finally standing up to my husband, doing
something without a plan, and shedding a little bit of my personal armor.
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Wringer
Today was my second session with my new therapist, and I kind of feel like a failure. I am not sure what I expected therapy for my Biopolar Disorder to be like, and how to proceed with it all. She asked about my goals and what I'd like to work on to help with coping mechanisms and what not.
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Goals
Five short terms goals for myself:
1. Move out
2. Go out on a friend date
3. Win an argument with my husband
4. Go to bed at a decent hour, continuously
5. Quit smoking again
1. Move out
2. Go out on a friend date
3. Win an argument with my husband
4. Go to bed at a decent hour, continuously
5. Quit smoking again
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