3 Months


I haven’t really gone into any in depth here in along time. I really don't have anything to go in depth about. I'm such a shallow person. And another reason I don't have anything to go in depth about is I've been sorta sad lately. Actually more blah. I'm a really boring person. I don't do anything anymore. I go to school, go to practice go home and wait for Steve to call. Is that boring or what. I haven't done anything in forever. I haven't been to the mall since December. That makes me sad. I haven't even been to Wal-Mart since before Christmas. Man am I lame. I haven't had any fun with myself or my family in a long time. I haven't gone out with them in forever. I haven't been out at all. Makes me sad.

Oh and I thought I was going to get that pretty prom dress. My dad was going to buy it for me this weekend, but instead, I chose to buy myself new softball equipment instead. That's lame. I decided to spend 100 bucks on softball crap and go out in a few weeks to the mall and buy a dress that's not so spectacular. :( Makes me sad, but I can't help being cheap like that. 100 for softball stuff, 150 for dress. or 0 softball stuff and 300 on dress. I really need new softball crap, I don't need a dress. I guess it will all work out, hopefully.

I am so tired!!!!

Steve stayed with me Saturday night. We stayed up till 2 watching Saw. That movie was sort of freaky. The lights were on, so it wasn't that bad.
I had a great time with Steve this weekend, it was wonderful. ...I miss my Steve...wah!!! Anyways, We woke at 7 on Sunday. Yea, 7. how stupid. Anyways, I crawled on the couch with him. he he. Anyways, we had to take him home at noon. On the way there, I fell Asleep on Steve and drooled all over his coat. aww... Anyways, after I dropped Steve off, I feel asleep and slept until 7:30 last night, then I went to my mom's and went back to sleep. I was so tired. He wore me out. Funny thing is he went home and slept too. lol. Anyways, I'm still tired.

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